Today the fourth one quit...better job better pay. It really hurt's to see so many people come and go in their live's.My oldest son Dustin cried...wow what does a mom do but cry too. Darryn is numb. This past July one of the home health aide's dropped him out of his hoyer lift & he hit his head on the bar's...he was rushed to the emergency room, sent in for a CT scan and from the Grace of God he was okay. But it really has messed with his mental...it has made him very aware of his fragile state. I dont tell to many people just how fragile they are and for year's I was the main care giver, now the three grandchildren have really taken alot of my time and I have needed more help. I am really sad tonight as I write this post...Forgive Me!!!!
I have to have faith and know there is a greater plan after this life....but some day's are much harder than other's.
My little children are all adult's now...oh and so much heartache, I had no idea what was in store...probably a blessing in disguise.
As a mom I want to fix everthing, but I cant.
I can only imagine how our Father in Heaven feel's about us...the sorrow and heartache is way beyond what I can even comprehend.
Advice from my mother in law would be,this too shall pass.