So Empty and alone!!!All I have seen to day is one dove, they usually come in two( a pair). Today I had my husband serverd divorce paper's, as his request( to many scattered feather's.How do I go on? With so much to do!!!I cant stop thinking about 30 year's, so much pain so much fear,so much to lose!!!!!!!!!!!!! How crazy is that?If only I had fairy dust to sprinkle all over and make it all better. I am a lost soul, I do not know where I belong anymore. Maybe some day I will post a happy post(all week long) but for now I am so sad and alone. Night time is the very worst for me.