I am not getting a divorce and I really apologize deeply for my roller coaster couple of month's. I love this man and alway's will, he has never laid a hand on me,he can be a smart --- but cant we all? I took an oath for richer for poorer......etc...... and intend to keep it. I really have been suffering from menopause and I will go get that fixed, hopefully. My family was very concerned, told me they loved me but I really have been difficult the last year or so. I have went to three doctor's (All Men) who dont believe I am old enough to go through the change, so I have an appointment Monday with a Woman doc. So wish me luck. My husband said to me, yeah I (him) am hard to live with, you do really well for two and a half week's out of the month but the rest is "HELL". I know because I hate the doom and gloom I feel when it come's along. I read in another gal's blog how she felt the baby blue's coming on, wow it is hard sometime's to be a woman!!! Well any way I hope you will continue the ride with me.