I am not getting a divorce and I really apologize deeply for my roller coaster couple of month's. I love this man and alway's will, he has never laid a hand on me,he can be a smart --- but cant we all? I took an oath for richer for poorer......etc...... and intend to keep it. I really have been suffering from menopause and I will go get that fixed, hopefully. My family was very concerned, told me they loved me but I really have been difficult the last year or so. I have went to three doctor's (All Men) who dont believe I am old enough to go through the change, so I have an appointment Monday with a Woman doc. So wish me luck. My husband said to me, yeah I (him) am hard to live with, you do really well for two and a half week's out of the month but the rest is "HELL". I know because I hate the doom and gloom I feel when it come's along. I read in another gal's blog how she felt the baby blue's coming on, wow it is hard sometime's to be a woman!!! Well any way I hope you will continue the ride with me.
The books my friend want's me to read are about "Prayer" and "My relationship With God", both sound good and I will read them.


  1. ((((((((((((((((((((((hugs))))))))))))))))))))

  2. Wow. My thoughts are with you. Hopefully the new doctor will be of some help.

  3. I understand where you are coming from, we are all early menopausers in my family, my mother was 38, my sister 42 and me again early 40's so go and see that woman doctor, you have been very unlucky so far.

    Hope it all goes well.

    Hugs RosieP x

  4. Difficult being a woman at certain times, hopefully your Doctor will come up with a solution. Do not let them tell you that you are too young for the change of life. Take care and hugs:)

  5. DEBBIE!! i just wrote you and email and finished posting about your gifts!!
    your the BEST!!!!
    Thak You for the UPDATE!!

  6. We all walk this road of menopause....my husband has the scars to prove it! Hugs....To you.......
    Easter Hugs!!

  7. I'm glad you are feeling better about things! Go see the doctor, you can hace a simple blood test to check if you are menopausal!! I was done and dusted by 47, my sister the same, and my mum was 40!!! Good luck! Keep us posted!!!
    Happy Easter.

  8. btw you are not too young to start menopause, it is very genetic, if your mother and grandmother were that young its likely you would be too.

  9. thanks for following! i have some experience with herbs and essential oils for hormonal balance you may want to consider. A very important thing to do is take an omega 3 supplement and evening primrose oil. I have one i love that contains both called Barlean's Essential Woman that you can get in most large health food stores. Also I will be reviewing a product mid-april from Vital Earth Traditions that is a hormone balancer.

  10. Thanks for stopping by my blog!!!!!{{{{{{hugs}}}}}

  11. Hang in there! I know that menopause can give you major mood swings - I've suffered from them. Hopefully the female doctor can help you.


  12. Hey, DON'T apologize for your ups and downs. Marriage is forever, or it should be, but it does take two to tango. Hopefully you'll get the medical stuff seen about and it will make a tremendous difference. It may not be menopause, but it sounds like it's definitely SOMETHING connected to hormones! (((hugs))) and prayers!

  13. Believe it or not I started to giggle. Yes, some will say that is heartless, but I giggled because girl..I cannot TELL YOU....how MANY times I did this...On my msn group I would do the same..share the doom and gloom, how terrible my husband was, how I just couln't take it any longer...I was leavning. Of course I would also tell every tom dick and harry that was around me here in the 'real world' that I was leaving..ONLY to end up changing my mind a few weeks later. I did this for YEARS..I'm serious! It's totally embarrassing when I think back now how many times I've done this.

    My husband finally got to the point where he would say,,'what else is new' when I would tell him I was leaving. I even got to the point of going to a lawyer a few times...

    Like yours, my husband never laid a hand on me. That would make me mad actually back in the day because I would yell at him..'you don't hit me because than I would have proof of what an ass you are'..SIGH...like I'm so flipping perfect of a wife...sigh sigh sigh!

    There last 19 months, God has really working on my heart..to see the good in my husband and stop focusing on the negative...

    Stay or go sweet sister,,I'm always here for you and love you.

  14. I did that a couple of years ago with hormone swings...it was H.E.Double Toothpicks feeling like that. I was able to get things straightened out and feel like a whole new person. I was opened to try several options including trying a low dose medication...it made all the difference in the world. My husband agrees 100%! Good luck!

  15. Glad to hear it. I hope your doc can do something for you. I'm sure you'll be feeling better in no time. BTW, you can vent all you want. This is your blog, after all. We all need a place where we can just let go.
    Patricia :o)