Birthday gone bad!!!
I have held on to so many issue's for so long, I have got counseling,read book's,walked, and lost weight. I am so depressed living with him, I wanted so badly to be able to make this marriage of 30 and a half year's work, but I have quit. You can lead a horse to water but you cant make it drink.I think maybe I can find some peace in my life. He has been very hard to deal with but I did it, because I believed in good value's and home, but we have made our home a hell on earth, My children still fear his wrath, he was never physical but he beat us down emotionally, and I was stupid to take it for so many year's.
I hope I dont loose you all as my friend's. I am sorry but today is not a good day!!!!!!!!!!!!!!